1st time i feel like giving up
finally understand how dajie feels
why VBS was running for 7 years and then she decided to stop
i thought it was cos she had kids and she didn't wanna do anymore
but nope
i understand how it feels now
its like u are putting effort into something that nobody else is
trying to make it work
when nobody else is interested
in fact,
people find it a chore or become afraid when i open up my mouth and ask
"are you free 7th to 9th dec? VBS? can help?"
u are excited and nobody else is
what do you do?
maybe i'm over-excited
i should stop it
maybe i'm over-excited about everything about church
and i should stop it
its like liking something that'll never like you back
haha. funny feeling